I've had a difficult month. I never imagined that it could be so hard, and it makes you question so many things in your life and helps you re-evaluate yourself and where you want to go.
I am now living near Falmouth again, a part of the county which I believe part of my heart will always remain.I'm never quite sure why. It's the atmosphere, I think, and the mix of river verses seaside. You don't have to leave Falmouth to have a change of scenery. It's ideal. And far enough away from my last place to help me get over things.
The funny thing is, I think I actually craved this change in my life. I didn't know it at the time, though. And while the going has been pretty tough, I know that better times are coming.